CAT TO THE RESCUE!!

I'm going to let you guys into my world for a little bit.

For the past straight NINE days, I've been pushing myself to the limit to get my mind off from something. The "Chronology" beneath will give you a little bit of a sneak-peek..

It all began on September 6th, Saturday.

6th - Frisbee's friendly in Bandar w/ Polytechnics & Mighty Ducks

7th - Hard ass Ultimate training session w/ Vikings

8th - Intense pick up session

9th - Intense pick up session

10th - Intense pick up session

11th - Football's friendly w/ PRE-U's

12th - VM

13th - BMC's Futsal Tournament (Group stage)

14th - BMC's Futsal Tournament (Quater-final, Semi-final & Final). 

Why?

This "Something" that i just mentioned,

It feels like i got poked in Facebook

&

 It's from "Reality"

Throughout the nine consecutive days, i constantly feel profoundly empty. 

I was hoping it would get better soon, but yeah, it doesn't

So when i'm about to fell asleep after i got back from school,

my cat just jumped on my bed and lay right beside me, purring.

I finally realized something.

If you're having a cloudy moment, there's always someone or something that still see you as their rainbow.

You just have to hold on to this.

What i am trying to say is that,

When reality hits you like a cannon ball, you CAN just ignored it by keeping yourself busy.

By doing that, you simply just camouflaging that feeling with a temporary filler.

Of course, you'll not think about it for a moment. 

But

They will certainly get you right before you sleep w/ that late night thoughts

It will be a hard ..& slow ride to the other side, 

Like a tick-tock on the the clock.

I'm just saying that,

Holding on to the smallest comfort CAN have a difference,

kinda act as a temporary remedy

that you can apply on for every 3 hours.

Something to hang on (for the ride)

 while waiting for time to disintegrate all the problems away.

Making sure there's a little bit of rainbow to ease the journey even a little bit!

I'm not trying to indicate that by simply thinking positive, all the problems are gone. 
*poof*
The struggle is real.

" Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand, just relax..& wait "

Think about this when you guys ever need a helping hand. 

I may not or may be wrong in so many levels.

I'm not expressing all these because i'm sad or miserable.

It's just one of those situation that i'm not sure why i felt that way.

I held on to something that i know i can't do but stubbornly i'm still gripping that imaginary rope tightly.

Fun True Fact.

I'm literally talking about me trying to quit smoking.

I have managed to cut down smoking tobacco by puffing two sticks or three per day or none at all.
If you don't believe me, try reading it again, it makes sense!!
trying to reach y'guys in a different approach

LOL!

xoxoxoxoxo