Friday, 19 September 2014

A Sequel...

Greetings Earthlings
 
I never tried this Alignment before
Doesn't it look refreshing?
It does, doesn't it!
Speaking of refreshing
Guess what?
It's something related with "trying something new"
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I'm doing a sequel for "With You, Maybe?"
pretty exciting isn't it?
I KNOW I AM
*Shrug*
Before anything, i'd appreciate if you buckle up to your imaginary seat belt cause..
We're about to ride our imagination wild
K.
I'll admit that's lame.


An Interesting, Maybe Weird Date That Might Just Work

1. Technology Taking Over Cupid's Job

..It's a known fact that ALMOST everyone owned mobile phones. It made communicating with other mortals a little tad quicker. Correction. More quicker. But, sometimes, there's a group of people that can get irritatingly too attached with their phones. (It's not wrong though) Phone here! Phone There! Phone Everywhere!

      Spending time with your best buds isn't the same anymore, let alone, having a romantic date with your SO. Try imagining you're on a first date with this particular someone; you picked her up, drove to a decent restaurant & finally arrived at the table. What's next? FOOD of course. LOL! But seriously, FOR SOME, it tend to get a little bit awkward, you know, nothing to talk about, being shy or something.. What do we do to avoid this awkwardness instead of just MAN UP? Captain Mobile Phone to the rescue! 




           Shoot! ..went off road! I was originally planning to tell you something that you can try but there are some ground rules that you and your SO need to strictly follow;
  • NEVER. EVER. Verbally. Interact, With. Each. Other. ...but both parties CAN speak to other mortals
  • Hand-signs are allowed
  • Face-gestures are allowed
  • Communicating via writing is..Okay but not recommended
  • Doodling would be interesting
  • Weird humming toward each other? ..the heck? if you're into those kinda of stuff, be my guess, i know i am hahaha!
  • Holding hands or other physical contacts? Text & ask the girl ...LOL!
  • Sufficient mobile phone's credits
  • Fully charged phone

Here's the catch! The ONLY way to communicate with each other is through ANY messaging applications(Phones) Whatsapp, Kakao Talk Messenger, Telegram?, iMessage..


Now wouldn't that be interesting? :)

A possibility happenings

   " It was 7:34PM. Sarah was about to put on her blue-ish earrings when suddenly there's a repeatedly light knock on the door. She grabbed her phone and went straight to open it. Upon reaching the door, a slight buzzing from her pocket can be felt, she ignored it.. There's Tim in front of her holding a single white rose fresh cut from her mom's garden. She smiled. He smiled. From then, there not even a single word went by to disrupt the stillness of the moment.. Just another notification's tone coming from Sarah's phone. Hesitated to check them... It was a text from Tim. Praising how beautiful she looked ..before she could even finish reading it.. Tim made a bodily gesture to come with him.."

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" Table 12. Two person. No verbal interactions. Just smiles & frequent giggles. A puzzled waitress came with the menu. In between, checking the menu and his phone, Tim then decided to break the silence by ordering their dinner like a normal customer would. He then straight away get back to his phone while giving Sarah a Billion smiles.. " 


You get the idea right!?
IF YOU DO THEN TELL ME THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY AWESOME!
You know how we can become more confident in talking through texts than real life?
We become
More cheesier 
More straight forward
More everything
woah

Physically there, Mentally Focused. Feelings everywhere.



There's a couple more that i could write about but i don't want to.. 

Just kidding 
I'm just tired. like really tired. Skeleton tired.

But hey, here's a brief description on them



2. Upside "date "Down

Write down a couple of things you want to do on your date. 
Asked him/her to do the same. 
No discussion
When y'guys meet, compare the list and match out the same activities that y'guys wrote. 
When you got it
Do it differently
If there's no match. At all.
Pick something out, randomly.



For example;

Dinner? ..night picnic
Movie? ..Story-telling around a camp-fire
Star-gazing? ..A bench, under a streetlight, talking



3. Language 101

Re-directing self and your partner to changed the way y'guys communicate. 

If  y'guys talked in English, changed it to Malay
If you guys talked in Malay, changed it to English.
If you guys talked in Chinese, changed it to Malay
If you guys still want to talked in Malay, you can changed it to Standard Malay.

You get the idea right? :)

FOR THE ENTIRE DATE!




These are the only things that i could think of for now, i hope one day i can try this out! (If i did, i'll tell y'guys all about it) ..surely be a fun experience!



Sorry, Engrish game too stronk in this post!
 

WAN TU BE TAHT GUY? 
BE THAT GUY DON'T
YOU'RE CHOICE NUMB NUTS
it's a joke. 
hahahahahahahhahahahahah
But Seriously, 
Sorry for any mistakes up above!

Happy weekend lads! x
 











  

Monday, 15 September 2014

CAT TO THE RESCUE!!





I'm going to let you guys into my world for a little bit.
For the past straight NINE days, I've been pushing myself to the limit to get my mind off from something. The "Chronology" beneath will give you a little bit of a sneak-peek..

It all began on September 6th, Saturday.

6th - Frisbee's friendly in Bandar w/ Polytechnics & Mighty Ducks
7th - Hard ass Ultimate training session w/ Vikings
8th - Intense pick up session
9th - Intense pick up session
10th - Intense pick up session
11th - Football's friendly w/ PRE-U's
12th - VM
13th - BMC's Futsal Tournament (Group stage)
14th - BMC's Futsal Tournament (Quater-final, Semi-final & Final). 

Why?

This "Something" that i just mentioned,
It feels like i got poked in Facebook
&
 It's from "Reality"

Throughout the nine consecutive days, i constantly feel profoundly empty

I was hoping it would get better soon, but yeah, it doesn't
So when i'm about to fell asleep after i got back from school,
my cat just jumped on my bed and lay right beside me, purring.

I finally realized something.
If you're having a cloudy moment, there's always someone or something that still see you as their rainbow.
You just have to hold on to this.

What i am trying to say is that,
When reality hits you like a cannon ball, you CAN just ignored it by keeping yourself busy.
By doing that, you simply just camouflaging that feeling with a temporary filler.
Of course, you'll not think about it for a moment. 
But
They will certainly get you right before you sleep w/ that late night thoughts
It will be a hard ..& slow ride to the other side, 
Like a tick-tock on the the clock.

I'm just saying that,
Holding on to the smallest comfort CAN have a difference,
kinda act as a temporary remedy
that you can apply on for every 3 hours.
Something to hang on (for the ride)
 while waiting for time to disintegrate all the problems away.
Making sure there's a little bit of rainbow to ease the journey even a little bit!

I'm not trying to indicate that by simply thinking positive, all the problems are gone. 
*poof*
The struggle is real.


" Don't seek, don't search, don't ask, don't knock, don't demand, just relax..& wait "

Think about this when you guys ever need a helping hand. 
I may not or may be wrong in so many levels.






I'm not expressing all these because i'm sad or miserable.
It's just one of those situation that i'm not sure why i felt that way.
I held on to something that i know i can't do but stubbornly i'm still gripping that imaginary rope tightly.



Fun True Fact.

I'm literally talking about me trying to quit smoking.
I have managed to cut down smoking tobacco by puffing two sticks or three per day or none at all.
If you don't believe me, try reading it again, it makes sense!!
trying to reach y'guys in a different approach

LOL!

xoxoxoxoxo




Friday, 22 August 2014

It's all in my head

 Early yesterday's afternoon, I did a quick browse for my new Twitter's header.
&
I came across a very interesting picture that spark my interest in doing this post.
Take a look and give it a thought on what it might portray to you.

( I'm totally doing this in the future, for real.  lol )

Done?
Keep it to yourself.

The quote "Pictures say a thousand word"

So awhile back, I had the opportunity to asked a girl about her own view toward "Star-Gazing". Don't get the wrong idea here. I'm not posting some lovey-dovey post today. It's just one of those conversation that i rarely experience with a girl ..or even people. True Story.

Stuffs like
 "What do you exactly feel whenever you star-gazed?" 
"Do you listen to any particular song?"
& more

Why did i asked her? 

To be honest, being a small enthusiast toward star-gazing, i always wonder what does the opposite gender feel or think or even do whenever they gazed toward the up above. Do they do things like i do when i go star-gazing? Do they think of certain stuffs like i do?
 Curiosity kicks in i guess 
..& yeah..
i'm just trying to keep the conversation alive.
(I never lied in my blog. lol)

By the time I came across that picture, I suddenly drawn back to our conversation. In my head, we were literally at the beach just casually talking while star-gazing. Isn't that weird? a simple picture can do stuffs like that to you? 
powerful stuff indeed.

Anyway, earlier, did you guys portrayed something romantic going on in that picture & thinking i'm going to write something related to that?
 i can't blame you, 
pictures does say a thousand words. :)

Hypothetically, that particular quote is the result of a self-manipulation toward our own thoughts. What we want that picture to be seen as..
or what we desire the picture to be!
 Makes sense?

Maybe, that'd explain clearly behind why does a picture say a thousand words

Now then, 
can you guys imagine,
a mere picture of an apple. 
Woah




PS - if you didn't get the joke.

YOU'RE NOT AN APPLE-ING PERSON!
*boo*


Saturday, 16 August 2014

The other end of the Galaxy!

      Yesterday, a mere conversation with my hombre had risen up an interesting topic that i could put next on my blog. Contemplating about it being a broad topic, in a way he helped me narrowed down to something specific which i found it very interesting. We did a little bit of discussion on what should i include whilst referring to his personal experience.


...& the story goes like..


" Knowing that i accidentally being listed with the wrong subjects, I then went straight to the admin's office to  clear things up. On my way, I spotted my friend and took the time to asked him to tagged along. Upon reaching the admin's office, I caught a glimpsed of a girl walking along the same corridor. That's the first time i met her. Unknowingly she's my future long-term girlfriend "


                  I tweaked the original stories quite a bit but honestly in a way, it's the same. So he told me that the time consuming of asking his friend to tagged along may lead to the overall of his Love-struck to that girl. He later then explained that the timing was perfect (Which i argued with it being called 'Fate') that if he didn't asked his friend, he may arrived at the admin's office a little bit early and may missed the encounter.

 Basically, do you guys really think "Timing" is necessary when it comes to Love? or maybe there's only a handful of people that will experience this.

           Time. It controls everything. Everything is something. Something is a thing. A thing can be special. Special is special. wow. I can't believe i made that..HashtagDeep. k.



So what do i think?


       Everything happens for a reason. Cliche. Timing can truly be a large factor. But i believe that it's just a phase for something even larger to take place if you can manage to see it in a positive way tho. For instance, i admit that i did fell for her (regarding to my previous post) but as of right now, I finally came into a conclusion that the reasons why i felt all that was because my timing was a galaxy away being perfect. I stumbled pretty hard. I've made all the wrong moves, said all the wrong things, and be the wrong guy for her & that contribute to the fact that it lower down my self-esteem and it's impossible for me to be with her, but nevertheless, i finally can convince myself that i'm quite happy to at least be able to keep hold a particular moment with her when all those time when she shared those sensitive stories, which i find it very important because maybe just maybe, i gained her trust. I like to believe that in a way, i finally won a little bit of her. There's always a bright side for everything. 

        Although i didn't have the large factor (Timing) on my side but still i managed to fell for her..pretty hard. So this is my proof that there's more to Love then a mere perfect timing. Am i right? or am i right?

It's an intriguingly topic with a cherry on top & a little bit of cabbages!





Monday, 4 August 2014

Oblivion

12:21 AM 8/5/2014

It's been ages since i let myself out to write something that worth thinking about, i feel like the tiny bits of information finally oozing slowly upward together into a figurine of reality in my mind. I know it's late & i have school tomorrow...not that i have classes to attend to... Simply being put i have some free time right now. The right songs has been set for the right moment to shout out loud (Virtually). 

NowPlaying - "All I Ever Want Is You (Original Song) by Megan Davies"

         These feelings of mixture intensity colliding with each other within reality can really be a troublesome for the upcoming of "Anything".  I don't even know if that particular sentence make sense ..it does to me. I feel like i'm on the pinpoint of a very steep cliff with my only two options to be consider, jump or jump. It's a double edge sword which i'm still holding it tightly then ever. I admit that i'm not that bright when it comes to these sort of stuffs, i let my emotions be the captain, lieutenant,general...what ever float your boat. I don't even know why, i'm willingly to let myself drown ..not in a hurtful way tho. The internal "Hope" of what if.. is Strong. i guess? schmuck. i should change the song now.. It's been on repeat for 7 times now or more.. who keeps count? 

NowPlaying - "Helplessly (Original) by Tatiana Manaois"

                   Just as Tatiana sang it beautifully.. Why do i let you in my head?  ..It's not like i'm hoping for something to happen, or subconsciously i want to, i don't even know.. can't even explain it to myself why i'm leeching onto you so tightly. Is this sorcery? or just a phase? Truth to be told, even by some miraculous act of divine power that we ended up together, I can assure you that she'll not be happy & that's a Fact. It's frustrating that i feel this way. Something unnatural preventing me to simply climb up and walk away..We didn't even have a decent conversation face to face and yet..I'm in this situation? call me crazy.

NowPlaying - "Reason To Love by Our Last Night"
      
          At the moment, what i feel, what i want, what i need & what i think.. being an anchor for her boat. It's not like i'm trying to drag her down.. let me explain. I just feel like i owe her everything for something that i not sure about but i'm positively know it'd be worth ...I just want the connection we have right now to be limited because it's what she want ...I just need to be there for her for the storms so that she have something to hang on ...& personally i think this is the best solution.. being an anchor. It's not like i want to be with her, it's something i want to do for her. Honestly.                 

It's more than a gesture between a friend and less between something more(I think).

What do you guys think i should do? A helping hand would be nice..

Saturday, 12 July 2014

..Infinity & Beyond

Hi!

First of all, i would like to take this opportunity to express my deepest gratitude too all the people that have submitted their answers regarding to my previous post. 

Sadly, i can't advance even further from here on to explain why i did all the questions on the first place due to the lack of feedback. 

Still, at the very least the only thing i can do is give back a glimpse of what i may originally include in the post which is the statistic based on my own perception and cross-referencing with the answers i received. Which out of 7 people who have submitted, there's only one person that managed to get at least above 70% that in a way act as a crooked mirror with my own selections of words & choices. 

I think that would be all, Sorry guys! oh yeah..once again, a bottomless "Thank You" to each one of you, you, you, you, you, you & you :) 



P.s - please don't ever hesitate to ask me back for a favor, what ever it might be!!



Now for the real update! :)





                So someone once told me that it would be a great idea if i write about "Why Do I Love Star-Gazing?" The fact that today, a significant occurrence which ..semi-quote " On the July 12th 2014, A Super Moon will appeared which is when the Moon is closer to the Earth than at any other time making it appear much bigger in the sky. The scientific name for this is a Lunar Perigee. The Super Moon will bring high tides and heightened emotions 


*truly the Super Moon is absolute gorgeous!


       So I decided to grab my car key, bought some drinks & went straight to the beach to deeply immerse myself so that i can easily figure out the basic proper foundation on "Why?" & at the same time enjoy the beauty of Lunar Perigee!  


 .........B&9NdKm2mcwoscmcBNIOCbip3ciaNcoibqiovcbasncqsi niqbnciq!!!!


[ Less than 10 minutes on the beach, i s**t you not, a swarms of freaking huge brutal mutant ass mosquitoes came biting me from top to bottom, merciless. Lesson learned guys, BRING A LIFE SUPPLY OF MOSQUITO REPELLENT if you want to enjoy this type of activity at the beach at night! Oh yeah, the Super Moon will bring high tides? i don't think so...i mean I WAS AT THE BEACH bruh...tho i think maybe the Super Moon is yet to reach her max climax ay? who knows ~ ]


          i got a little bit carried away there..so..


 Why do i Love Star-Gazing.. (took me some time to figured out a proper introduction.)


     I may be a little bit cheesy for saying all these or you may find it a little bit of cliche, but seriously..Star-Gazing isn't just some normal activity you do in the middle of the night during a clear pitch dark night sky. There's some feeling involved and a little bit of futuristic out-of-the topic thoughts. A very specific experience..

..YOU FEEL ME? NO? LET YOU FEEL ME THEN..

           That exact moment when i stepped out from my house, switching off my garage's lights. Indulging self in the dark with only the glimpse of lights coming from the up above heaven. A simple glance up, slowly yet surely i'll feel this something..It's hard to put my finger on it but i know this something is different. By the time my humble eyes are fixed upon the sky, there's this seemingly phenomenon in unavoidable void of connection happening between my mind & soul. (YEP. MY. SOUL.) ..Unconsciously, dragging self even further into the very dark corner. Clueless. The reflection of the moon's light, the view of the flickering stars surrounding it...urgently attaching myself with amazement on it's diamond-like beauty, endlessly.


      At that exact moment, i just simply..

 Stop
            Stare
          Speechless
      Infinity
  Darkness

Somehow, i just know, being in the dark isn't just all about being afraid..comfort can be extracted too! (Only during Ramadan tho) Eventually, along the way, questions will be popping out from nowhere regarding the past, present & future. One of the truly wondrous & mysterious side effect of Star-Gazing. Tears will drop, regrets felt. Maybe, just maybe..the night sky is a natural time machine? ..In a way that is. The utter-most complicated beauty ever, don't you guys agree? ...



...Why I Love Star-Gazing 

i can never truly experience all these in others,
Emotionally & mentally.




i'm sorry for the short explanation!
         

Wednesday, 11 June 2014

..What if?

Hi.
It's Simple.
Be Honest.
It's Something,
Maybe Nothing.
Think,
Outside The Box.


Just answer the questions below and do submit them to me via anything. Please & Thank You.

1. Please Pick One You Could Watch All Day
  A. Frozen
  B. Wreck It Ralph
  C. Tangled
  D. Brave

2. Two Things You Would Do At Night (No Electricity)

3. Would Love Waking Up To..
  A. A Rocket To The Moon's
  B. The Maine's
  C. Mayday Parade's
  D. Justin Timberlake's

4. A Plain Dinner Date OR Movies + Dinner?

5. A Marathon Of...
  A. "Winter Is Coming"
  B. "May The Force Be With You"
  C. "You Shall Not Pass"
  D. Animes

6. State One Justin Bieber's song you like

7. Pick One..Why?
  A. 
  B.  
  C. 
  D. 

8. Favorite Disney's Movies..?

9. Would You Spend Your Last $1 On Food Or Drink?

10. Would You Go On A Date Without Talking, Less Interaction?

11. The First Thing You'll Notice..Personality or Appearance?

12. Choose..
  A. Ed Sheeran
  B. John Mayer
  C. Tom Fletcher 
  D. Danny O'Donoghue

13. Your Opinions Toward K-pop?

14. Aruba, Jamaica, ooh I wanna take ya Bermuda, Bahama, Come On Pretty Mama..

15. Youtube This " Trading Yesterday " Their Best Song? Why?

16. What's Your Best WongFuProduction's..?


I'll explain everything in my next post..Let's hope so..


2014

      I feel like it's been ages since i put some words in here, so far things have been beautifully hectic lately. *shrug* ..so i guess it's appropriate for me to break down the important parts so far :)

Ending 2013 with a BANG <3

The most anticipated event for the Ultimate's lovers, Brunei Ultimate Open 2013. Due to our eagerness, we decided to composed/sang a full length song dedicated to this event just for fun. There's even players from the USA participated in the tournament! It was Superbly FUN!

Once A Viking, Always A Viking. :)

Disney-like's moments

So basically after our A Levels has ended, a few of my colleagues (MVP's worthy) decided to organised a gala night and farewell rendezvous for us seniors. The Moonlight Affair. Personally, for me it was one of those nights you can't simply forget due to some factors. Every aspects of the event was simply near perfect. Saturday, January 4th 2014. Yep. i fell... i fell hard.






The mixture force of Vikings, HYSMD?, UIA, Chris & more.

Participating in the Bintulu Ultimate's Open 2014 under the name of Disc Won't Take Long as a representative of Brunei. We achieved Gold Baby! <3 :)









WE AIN'T A MAMMA'S BOY

We. Went. To. Kuala. Lumpur. Without. Our. Parents. Bruh.
 I know it may not be a big deal for some, but for us it definitely is. You feel me? :3 The struggle without our parents is real doe, money-wise. :') Oh yeah, to celebrate this baby-steps to adulthood i decided to straighten my vicious curls, so don't be surprised by the sudden changed of hairstyle below. 





Ultimate Frisbee's fiesta

From the BARA Ultimate's Rainy League to the CamIzNol's to the Single Gender Ultimate Open to the to the to the to the to the... It's like a wild fire babe! Spreading the Ultimate's Love. :)












..& yes i fell for someone.
         

          Those past months were a blessed with a curse.